I dont know.
Whatever i say sounds cheap and every word they speak out sounds cruel.
I cant look them in the faces.
Im afraid.If theyre blaming me and pointing me and laughing at me.
trains smell horrible.I can feel them lying,talking shit of others,not caring others,smells of fur,leather,sluts and alcohol.
why are we so careless?
Why cant we think of sacrifices?
im pretty tired of it.
Jimmy says "Say whatever you want cause I can laugh it off".
Ive always wanted to be like him.
but I cant.I cant laugh it off.
